Monday, September 27, 2010
Oberammergau
Franciscan's Austria Program: "the semester of a lifetime"a spiritual slap in the face.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Baking Adventure, Part 2
Friday, September 24, 2010
Auschiwtz
Talking about kicking them while they’re down, the past 100 years have not been happy for the Poles. My pilgrimage this past weekend was difficult, to say the least, but looking back I realize how fruitful it was. I do not claim to have the ability to do justice to any of what we witnessed at Auschwitz, but I will try to share a few things that came of the experience.
While I knew going into the trip that I was not prepared for what I was going to see, I also knew that nothing could really prepare me either. You can’t just brace yourself for the punch to the gut that’s delivered around the “Auschwitz 10 km” sign…or when you actually step off of the bus and stand where millions of others before you stood during WWII—but in very different circumstances. We only witnessed only a small piece of the Holocaust, but even so, the pain was incredible.
The statistics about the place, as you probably already know, shocking. There are these millions here and thousands there, and not to be cold and insensitive, but I found the numbers impersonal, and too third party to comprehend. I will admit that I walked through the first hour of the tour, eyes dry, like a robot…not believing where I was. The Nazi’s did a number on me, too; with people in such large quantities, it’s easier to process them as statistics.
The roof caved in completely, however, when I walked into the room full of hair that was shaven of the victims of the camp to make blankets. Gosh, it became so real so fast. These were not just statistics, they were actual people. Actual. People. With actual hair. Just like me. Only their hair was shaven and used for blankets. That was actually their hair. What else to I say? My eyes were not so dry after that.
The only way I think most of us got through the rest of the weekend was by compartmentalizing what we saw, because to have to cope with the concept of the concentration camps in a few days is frankly impossible. This week in philosophy we have been discussing values, and how intrinsic objective values demand congruent responses from us. I think the congruent response to the horror of Auschwitz is impossible to achieve, but doing it justice may require more than a few days.
Had we not visited the Basilicas of Our Lady of Czestochowa and Divine Mercy over the weekend as well, I don’t know that I would have even been able to revisit the thought of Auschwitz, since I found the reality I could grasp physically crippling. Praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet with the Sisters of Our Lady of Mercy and experiencing Our Lady’s healing at the unveiling of the Black Madonna granted me so much consolation. God’s mercy is still present and unwavering and Our Mother is still watching over us despite everything that has happened. It’s kind of incredible.
It’s hard to just move on after seeing so much sadness in one place, but life does goes on. A congruent response to the weekend does not mean forgetting what we saw or keeping it locked up in our brains so that we don’t have to hurt anymore.
I know it’s cliché, but if you really consider it, maybe there’s a reason why so many people repeat the phrase “Those who do not know history are condemned to repeat it.” Not learning from this visit to Auschwitz would be an insult to the memory of everyone who suffered in the Holocaust. They were innocent victims of horrible, horrible human acts.
As the tour ended and we stood at the end of the rail where the prisoners were sent to the crematorium upon arrival, I realized learning from this opportunity means learning that it is my obligation to stand up for the silent victims of crimes against human dignity to make sure this history does not repeat itself. Sadly enough, while so many claim to know the injustice of Auschwitz, another holocaust rages on against the unborn, and therein lies my responsibility.
Monday, September 20, 2010
News from Poland!
A few things need to be sorted out before I move in, namely mortgage logistics, my education and career plans, how I will cope with living in Krakow, and what the inside looks like. But with a mosaic like that over my front door, I see everything being worth it in the end.
In other news, here is the non-pilgrimage part of this weekend’s Poland trip in bullet points, because that is all I have time for. I hope that I am not so shallow as to completely reduce my pilgrimage to a few sarcastic bullet points, but the holy-site-visiting-part was much more extensive than what follows. So here is a taste of my weekend, and hopefully I'll get around to more of the important things before the week is through.
Czestochowa:
- There’s nothing like trying to sleep on a nine hour bus ride from Gaming to Czestochowa help you get acquainted with the person sitting next to you.
- There’s also nothing like a good half mile sprint from the bus at 5:45 AM in 40 degree weather to make it to the Jasna Gora Shrine in time for the unveiling of the Black Madonna.
- Sprinting at 5:45 in the morning in 40 degree weather to make it to Black-Madonna-unveilings is worth it. No contest. They had brass accompaniment.
Krakow:
- The result of Poland’s epic getting-conquered-over-and-over-again-in-every-conceivable-time-period is something I call gothiromabaroquissance-style architecture. That’s Mary lingo, not encyclopedia lingo. As Proof, I give you Wawel Cathedral:
- Lots of Polish women get married on Saturdays. They also ride put the ride in bride.
- It is perfectly acceptable for a Polish bride to have her wedding reception at a kebab stand. That I did not have my camera for, but I think God gave you an imagination for this very situation.
- Dad, I will have my wedding reception in the yard so long as we fly in a kebab chef from Krakow.
- Cramming nine people into a horse and buggy makes for a cheap carriage ride around the city.
- I do not recommend cramming nine people into a horse and buggy.
- Dear Ta, Spain's soccer team has influenced Polish furniture outlets. You were missed in Krakow.
- Except for the Divine Mercy chaplet, the Divine mercy chapel, and this picture:
…most of the Basilica of Divine Mercy is incredibly not beautiful at all.
- Conclusion: the 70’s were not a good time for architecture.
- Noah did not land on top of Arka Pana church in Nowa Huta after the flood, but it looks like he did. Yes, that is an ark. Yes, the church is another unfortunate product of the 70s.
Wadowice:
- Buy four Pope Cakes, get one free. No, I didn’t eat 5 Pope Cakes, but I wish I did.
Not to bribe you or anything, but I like comments. If you comment, I will maybe send you a postcard, provided I don’t run out of money or patience with the Austrian ladies at the Post. Deal? Deal. Great. I love you all. God Bless.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Tracking Coin, Meet Alps
Sunday, September 12, 2010
A Baking Adventure, part 1
"All the ingredients are in German!"
"There are no chocolate chips!"
